It doesn't feel like vacation anymore. It is more like daily grind in another language. I think this is a hard point in the adjustment because it is the point when it's not all new and exciting. Instead you feel you should know more but you are not that sure of anything. I still have a hard time ordering the right thing, taking the right bus or understanding the answers to the questions I am able to ask. It's frustrating but I knew this wasn't going to be easy.
I move in a week to a new apartment. I worry about moving out of my little room and changing my routine. I love routine and there is so little of that with this teaching job that my little room is the most stable part of my daily life. I keep telling myself that this is going to be a good change but I don't think I can fully convince myself until it actually happens.
One this is for sure... I am going to be frying up a whole lot of onion and garlic :)
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