Wednesday, June 20, 2012

new adventures

My south american adventures are over but that does not mean in any way that my adventures are done.  I am now back home in my tiny little hometown of Redwood valley and having plenty of adventures.  They are different, no more small stuff like how do I ask to centro... now they are much harder questions I am asking myself.  Yes it does sound quite deep but I think that comes with turning 28 this year and going through the saturn return (or whatever it is).  I am going to keep my title because indeed life is an adventure, and I am going to keep putting my thoughts on life's curve balls and odd things it like to through in my daily routine.


The question of the week is:  Am I unhappy? and do I need to change job, location, and home to make myself happier? Does changing so much actually improve things or just make them all a lot harder to deal with?? I feel like this is something that I do quite often.  Instead of changing one small think I turn my whole life upside down because I think it might look better that way.  I am once again at the same cross roads.  I am frustrated with my daily life and feel the desperate need to find happiness.

I can already tell what my question for tomorrow is going to be.  What is happiness? and who is truly happy?  I bet many people think I am one of those people. 

Here is a picture from the house that I am watching.  I must say that I have truly enjoyed being back in northern california for the spring and the beginning of summer.  It is such an amazingly beautiful place! I just need to figure out if this is where I am suppose to be.